DamnI thought moving would change everything. Environmentally, yes. The rest, just a mere dream.My suicidal thoughts have kicked up again.Whenever I look into your eyes...I realize it will never be a choice.It hurts so much...I really need an outlet.The Outsiders by A Perfect Circle says, "If your drama proves sincere, do it somewhere far away from here." If that was my last resort, that is what I would do.The only reason I haven't is the thought of your sorrow.I would rather die in your arms from age. Not because of my traumatic times before you.But it hurts so much...Instead of drinking booze, smoking cigs, to rid my pain. I am going to take a nap.
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